Graps the Dream

Wah tonight is so cold, even when I have turn off the fan, still the chill is creeping up into my very bone. I just got back from sending one of my fellow youth member at Miri town this evening. evening kah? it's already late night liao haha..

Today we got this 'prayer meeting' and frankly to say I didn't even prepare for giving any speech on any topic, and so at the very last minute I just pick up any verse ( in this case, I pick the one that I use the most).. after we done with praise and workship session, I gave a talk on "As you sow, So shall you reap'.

masa ku mo beli burger kat McD drive tru at permyjaya.. haiz.. busy betul ultraman

The sharing session went out very well where all the audience really enjoy and participate actively during discussion.. we're having a great time together when suddenly I say something like " I love to teach, but I don't wish to be a teacher", I myself were astounded on this very sentence of mine; and yeah, it is tru..

********************************** INCEPTION ***********************************

Raksaksa: stop!!! musnah bandar miri lak!! kita lawan kat area lain

Last monday, I went out to seek some adventure for myself, ahaha; that quest of mine is all about looking/survey for the place that will be the venue for our incoming Photography session next week. ya next kan cuti sekolah? so I decided to go for test drive a little bit; bringing all my gear, I set out towards the farthest place ( not that far la), starting from pulau melayu, gradually I stop at several location. Sometime's I enter the forest just to look for better scenery for photoshooting. Miri got lot's of beautiful place ( Now I realise about it haha).

The question that still linger at this moment is; who're going to be our model? in my mine, I already got several candidate but only one will be chosen as our model. yet there's still a lot of thing need to be prepare plus we're not an experience photographer. in other words, We're beginner.. ahahaha soon or later we'll see what we can do when the time come.

buaya: cak!!! takut ke??

****************************** FINANCIAL POWER *******************************

Currently I'm reading this new book entitled; " Rich dad Poor dad" eh? in my last entry I did talk about this ley, ya it's about financial, my God I'm so.. so.. how to say? absorbed? really into it? no it's more than that, every thing inside it makes all the cell in me become ALIVE and AWAKEN.. (this only apply to those who love to read; to those who're not, just proceed with your boring life)

There's a lot of thing that I want to do in the next 4 or 5 years to come, speaking about goal, referring to the talk that I just gave to my fellow youth tonight, " As you Sow, So shall you reap" so then again I listen to audio record of Mr Earl Nightingale on his famous topic " The Strangest Secret".. oh my God.. once again I'm inspired by this stuff.. so again; once again my dream.. once buried deep down in my heart, it Burn's again.

wah!! headshot la pok!!

***************************** TRAVELLING *************************************

I don't know, I really wish I can go for another holiday trip with my friend, last time went to Sabah, but this year? I guess they all were very busy.. for the time being, just stay low and work diligently towards my goal, yeah I do love traveling. but travel alone is no fun. even if I do got enough budjet to go, I will need to have somebody to go; because I love to have fun! hahaha let's see first lah

****************************** LIFE *******************************************

What goes around, comes around.. I remember one of my classmate always saying that during our time in Universities years ago. yep that is so true.. while listening to the song "Here without you" by 3 doors down. all the thing that I've done so far, all the memory, achievement, people.. all the great time, we human mostly just take it for granted, for after losing it, then the sense of loneliness occur, deep down in our heart; we'll say, how I really wish if this is forever; how I really wish to go back to that time?

But hey, don't we realise? that's the secret of being happy, because all the past we left behind, eventually become part of memory, and also our precious treasure, our experience, and somehow it helps to shape the very person that exist for today; us.. in which to say,;

Our past is the Ingredient to make what we are today, and our thought is the ingredient to make what will happen for tomorrow - Deideian (I invent this my self)

********************************* FIN *****************************************

well that's all for today, I'm off to read my favourite books, until next time.

Deideian - Just a Dream

Perbualan dengan Isteri in Future

Pagi-pagi sedang aku drive ke tempat kerja, sambil mendengar nyanyian lagu Carta Hati di corong radio, melepasi sebuah jambatan kecil iaitu jambatan SG. Dalam, aku membuka tingkap keretaku untuk menghirup udara segar saatku berhenti di persimpangan lampu isyarat.

hohoho.. dah bangun boy?

"ish, nyesal bangun lewat, what the chicken betul" berontakku bila melihat keadaan kereta yang banyak dan bersesak sesak menuju ke pasar Miri. walaupun Ean dan Jayjay di siaran hitz.fm sedang berbicara, aku langsung tidak mendengar malah khayal dalam lamunan ku sendiri..

teringat ku kisah 2 tahun yang lalu, sedang ku bergegas melalui jalan yang sama, masa itu aku menaiki sebuah teksi menuju ke airport.. hujan turun dengan lebat sekali sampaikan rasa dingin tetap terasa walaupun aircond telah dipadam dengan sepenuhnya..

"Bos, boleh rush laju ka? lajak aja sisi shoulder jalan tu, nanti saya bagi tips lebih, saya gegas mo pergi airport ni" kataku sambil memegang 4 helai not RM100.. pemandu itu memandang ku dan wang yang ku pegang, lantas dia menukar gear, reverse.. kedengaran bunyi hon dari kereta dibelakang tanda protes..

seperti cerita too fast too furious, kami meluncur laju lalu tepat bila kami belok ke simpang sebelah kiri, sebuah lagi kereta datang dari sebelah kanan, tiada masa untuk panik, yang ku tahu hanyalah bunyi dentuman yang kuat dan pandangan ku berpinar serta menjadi gelap..

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Oh Tuhan!!! 

"owh... " aku rasa sakit diseluruh badan sambil tangan kanan ku memegang dahi, ku terasa ada balutan kemas di kepalaku dan bila ku membuka mata..

" You're okay?" ujar seorang gadis..

dalam keadaan tergamam, aku hanya memandangnya sepintas lalu dan juga sekeliling ku.. eish... ini hospital? tapi kenapa ada meja solek dan sebuah piano di penjuru bilik?

"You might want to get some rest, you've knock your head badly, it best for you not to move too much, by the way, sorry for causing this..." ayatnya tergantung di tengah jalan

Aku memandangnya semula dari kaki sampai ke kepala, tingginya lebih kurang sama denganku, berpakaian baby T dan mini shirt serta berseluar jeans berwarna grey.. matanya seperti mata artis yang ku lihat di TV, sapa ek? ah Siti? Lisa surihani? suka hatilah, aku rasa dia ni cina kot? tak pun.

"by the way, I'm *some text missing*, and you are?" sambil dia memunggah baju yang dibawanya dari luar.. hmm. baru balik dari sidai pakaian mungkin..

"I'm Deideian, and where am I? you're house aa?" hahaha, keluar sudah English Singapore ku, ku turun dari katil lalu berjalan ke jendela, pakaian yang ku kenakan mash di tubuhku, hanya kali ini tidak lagi smart kerna sudah compang camping. dari jendela, ku dapat melihat keluar, mm.. aku di hotel rupanya.. macam di Grand palace..

"Deideian eh? such a unique name, well I truly sorry Mister for all this, actually we both got into accident last friday, I was on my way to airport and I urge the taxi driver to drive faster, luckily I wore seatbelt.." sekali lagi gadis cantik dan comel itu terdiam.. wait, last friday?

lantas ku memeriksa poket seluarku, mana handphoneku? sedang ku memeriksa baju dan kocek seluar, ku terpandang elektronik calendar di atas meja soleknya, haaaa? Sunday? what the chicken!! aku terlepas penerbangan ku ke Narita, Japan!! habislah!! aduh....

ababa agaga!!! ( fish you!!)

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#bunyi HON KERETA...

Aku tersentak dari lamunanku, ah lampu udah jadi hijau, lalu bergegas ku menukar gear dan memacu keretaku ke tempat kerja, sedang ku memandu, aku mengambil handphone dan menekan dail 1, speed contact ke nombornya..

Mak!! salah aim!!

"Hello.." kata suara disana

"Hello dear, dini nuan (dimana kau sekarang?)?" kataku, sambil memandu melepasi sepasukan anggota polis dan bomba.. kelihatan dua buah kenderaan berlanggar teruk di persimpangan jalan masuk ke simpang Airport Miri.

"ba roomah, noo-an dah datai?"

aku terasa sedikit geli hati mendengar pelat ibannya yang masih kurang lancar, well sudah setahun lebih kahwin, pelatnya masih belum lancar haha..

"oo piak, on the way ku.. ni boy deh? agi tinduk?" sambil tersenyum ku bercakap serta memandu melepasi area Merdeka Mall dan Morsjaya.. mm.. ada wayang best, malam nantilah

"ow agi.. agi.. baru gaga' ka aku soo-soo iya tadi.. it took him a few minutes to finish it.. guess he's very hungry hihi.."

"Jaku iban ngau ku neh, you still got stuck in a few sentence hahaha.., yeeaa.. tonight, wanna go for movies? tonight's ticket is cheap" kataku..

"cannot dear, later got so much to do, well you can buy the Dvd like always.. we can watch it together at home.."

"okay okay, aiya.. haha, there's goes my chance to date you tonight haha" aku memusing stereng masuk ke kompaun tempat parking kereta yang tertera CEO Deideian, sambil keluar dari kereta, beberapa orang pekerja mengucap slamat pagi kepadaku, aku hanya tersenyum sambil melambai..

marilah!! mari! biar terabur gigi kau ku kerjakan!!!

"Okay sulu, datai dah ku, legi pulai ku meli lauk, sardin ka'?"

"Sardin? ngai ku.. mother will scold you later hoo.. haha, well, later k? bye dear"

"jaku iban neh! hahaha.. bah bye" ku menutup talian lalu memasang earphone sambil mendengar lagu menerusi handsfree set ku.. ku melangkah masuk ke dalam pejabat, sambil layan lagu Crank That Super Mario.. ku membalas ucapan selamat pagi dari para pekerja dengan senyuman, sekali lagi ini adalah hari yang indah untuk Dewa Rock hahaha

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semua ini hanya khayalan ku aja hahahaha.. macam nak kahwin, macamlah, tapi belum nak lagi.. mo pusing satu dunia dulu..

till next time

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