Monolog..

You see...
Every time when i woke up.
And i look my self at the mirror...
I'm alway's wondering.. what kind of person am i?
what is it that make differencess betwenn people?
wah~ some people said: " isn't life is great?"
while some people cursed; " life sucks!!"
Yet i can't say which one i am..
Maybe i'm the first?
Or maybe i'm in the second?
Or maybe both of it?
Then how should i define my self?
Do i have any special gift?
Or anything about me that i, myself also haven't discover?
What does people think when they look at me?
i assume that people dislike me on their first impression...
I guess so... Please correct me if i'm wrong~
Yet...
I wish i know the answer for all my question..
Why is it like this? why is it like that?
haha.. never mind... no need to worry, said the the old man... ( my father lo)
I remember he said; son, when i was in your age.. i've been train to be tough, responsible, and learn to be wise from experience... all of this... slowly implement into me.. and had made what i am for today. So bear in mind... TO BE A MAN is not as easy as turning over one's palm. Therefore, remember this; MEN OF PRINCIPLE, HAVE COURAGE.. be brave son...
Still, i fail to be brave like what i've promise... i guess.. although i struggle hard to be better.. i... ah.. just like what the Confucius said:
"It is for man to plan, but for heaven to decide..."
sayonara~